[[MORE]] Hi. If you’re reading this, you might be wondering where I’ve been for the past few months. I’m not going to act like this is just a phase, that I will return in a few short weeks or even months. My muse is just dead—all of my muses actually. I used to love to roleplay and now writing in general just wears me out. It’s probably something to do with my...
makingme-nauseous: Breath caught in her slender throat at the innocent proposition— less so in regard to the context, but in the rasp that it was delivered. Words such as those struck her ears time and time again, were written on the ring she forced back, the tears she plead he was unable to shed. “What do you mean by old times?” She began coldly, “For it to be like old times we’d have to be...
makingme-nauseous: Rigidly she rose from her seated position, unsure whether to catch his gaze or remain disconnected. All too soon, the silence between them was breached in a cough, a light clearing of an otherwise constricted throat— Agni, why did he come now? “Well, with all this nothing lying around, I’m not sure I can fit you into my schedule.” Hazy golden eyes wandered up his familiar...
makingme-nauseous: firelordhotman So, this was it. Eventually one side had to cave, give in to the other and visit— if only for a short while. But that wouldn’t make it easy. “—Zuko.” If there was a word to describe the feeling of his name on her lips, Zuko would not be able to conjure it. A wave of memories crashed down around him at all at once. “Mai,” he breathed,...
[The Letter ]
Dear Mai, I’m sorry you had to find out this way, but I’m leaving. [[MORE]] I want you to know that it isn’t you I’m leaving, though. The months we’ve spent together since Ba Sing Se have been amazing. You’re amazing. But I can’t stay in the Fire Nation. Coming home meant coming to terms with my past. I used to think it was all bad, and I used to...
[[MORE]] I have been dedicating a lot of time to myself lately. I don’t want to change that. For this reason, I’m going to keep my number of roleplays to a minimum to keep up with (1) school (2) work (3) my other writing projects I have, which have brought me great joy. But that doesn’t mean you can’t talk to me. BECAUSE I LOVE ALL OF YOU.